I Know I'm Being Petulant,
but can you blame me for feeling a little rejected when your supposed 'best friend' who frequently scolds you for not asking her to hang out more often (which is because of our conflicting schedules as well as our increasingly different lifestyles) can't come to the small birthday gettogether you have plnanned because she's going out to get high?
I think this friendship needs to be reevaluated. Again.

And I know that it's because I left it until the last minute, but it looks like very few people are going to come to the pub tomorrow night. I know I do have friends, and it's my fault, but that kind of hurts too.

Iiiii fail at life, apparantly.

O Hai, Livejournal!
Long time no see!

I've been spending a lot of time on Tumblr lately, and life has been kind of dull, for me at least. My group of friends is going through some drama right now, but I'm not involved, so no good stories or rants.

The most exciting thing that's happened to me recently was getting slightly drunk while watching Harry otter last night and crying.

I'm so boring and such a nerd.

I Need a Break
From my friends.
Or specifically one of them.

I'm not going to apologize, because I shouldn't have to for how I feel. But were it not for one of my best friends being friends with her, I never would have started hanging out with this girl. She grates on my almost every nerve and is pretty much why I've never really had 'girl friends' growing up.

Guhhh... It's just one of those awkward situations where I just have to put up with her because my 'best friend' (I feel kind of grade school saying that. In fact, this whole situation makes me feel grade school, it's all so stupid) is friends with her (If I'm being honest, she's probably closer to this girl than she is to me).

why am I just not meant to have friends?

Somebody Go to work For Me, Please?
I've been in a bad mood all day, and I'm not even sure what got me there.

On the bright side, I only work 4.30-8 (why bother, almost), and although it might be a bit busier as it's a Friday, late shifts tend to be a bit more customer-free. Which means that I don't have to deal with as many of them. Which is good, since I'm inclined to be a bit of a grump right now.

That is all.

Fickle, Fickle
I dyed my hair red two weeks ago, maybe, but I`m sick of it already and want it blonde again. I'm so damn impulsive sometimes, and only about the stupid things.

Because Everybody Cares About My Academic Life
So I emailed one of my profs today to ask her advice on the problems I've been having with chosing which courses to register for. She's being veyr kind and helpful, but her basic answer was slightly disheartening:
"You know that thing you've been planning to do for a year and a half? Don't do that" (paraphrased)
Basically, since I frittered away (read: wasted) a year in the classics department, I might have to take an extra year at Trent to catch up on the courses I should have been taking in the first place. Also, the program i'd planned on enrolling in is apparantly stupid hardcore in what they require applicant to have taken (at least a third year latin, lots of medieval history and lit courses, which trent does not offer in spades). I have taken a foundations medieval lit course, as well as a course in old english (and this year I'll be taking a course on the history of the english language as well as adavnced studies in old english- the theme of which this year is tolkien, awww yeaaah), but that's it.
She told me to enroll in a regular english program instead of the the medieval studies program like I'd planned, which I suppose is a good thing, as the courses I've taken won't matter so much so long as they were english courses, and I have more time to work on learning Latin (and hopefully German, I've been halfassedly working on that for almost two years now). This is actually good news, I'm just a little disappointed right now.

Surprise, Surprise
I believe at 12.00 tonight (this morning?) I'll be able to start applying for my courses for my fourth (and last?) year at Trent.
I am stupid excited for this.

It's barely June and already I'm more than ready to go back to school. But this happens every year, does it not?

In Which It's Like the last Post Never Existed
So we had a long, LONG, probably expensive long distance phone call today and I think we've worked it out for now. Give it time until things go back to normal and I'm feeling disregarded and he's feeling attacked again, but until then we're back to a state of relative tranqulity.

But we can talk about these issues and try to work on them, that's a good thing, right?

O, Mistress Mine, Where Are You Roaming?
An EXTREMELY histrionic entry to followCollapse )

Alex fixed my netbook for me!!!

Hello, internet, it was nice having a life while you weren't around, I kind of remembered what it was like living in the 90s.


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